My life

Its been awhile since my last post.
Nothing much to say just want to be gratefull.
I have someone i truly love who cherish me and backing me up when im alone.
Someone who telling me "cer dengar cakap i, sampai bila nak mcm ni"
My parents going to makkah for a month and its little bit mess me up.
Feels like if im in trouble no one will help me.
To prevent the bad things happen to me, i stay with my aunts for now.
I know if its takdir it will happen no matter what, but at least im trying.
3 more days and its my born day,
5 more days and its my mom's birthday.
Im seriously upset because its my first time for not celebrating the birthdays with the family.
But atleast, i get the biggest doa and its from my mom. And shes at the beautiful place of the earth.
Im sad.
Miserable.
Im surviving alone with my study.
Hoping for recovery soon.
Stress go away from me.

A

understand what i have been through,
how the heart break into pieces,
how many tears that im holding,
how about the feelings that i keep,
feel it, and you will know how hurt it is.
and its all because of you.

take a break

not sure weather im such a jerk or you being a stupid damn ass person.
lets play a game.
we called it honest.

Just my 1am thought

its ridiculous,

and why are we being like this.

its beyond my control,

and i hate it.

take me out of all this mess

i can't even move to save myself

im rotting.

help me

MOVE

Im slowly healing,

Thank god finally i have my mood back to study. To do my assignments and projects.

or may be because final exam around the corner.hahaha.Im starting to feel that my heartless is finally back. Yeay me guys! tengok cerita dilwale yang cintan cintun tu pun rasa tak best. then membe cakap kau ni memang takde perasaan ke? bhahahha.

Not feeling sad, not stress over a simple things, no more overthinking, and not mad anymore. the big change is, i got my appetite back. wohooo, every minutes nak makan. hello 52kg, im gonna meet u soon. okay gila sangat dah ni.

so, probability untuk post ni aku delete macam post2 lepas memang tinggi sebab kadang2 perangai meroyan tu datang balik.ye lah, manusia mana yang constant dengan perubahan secara drastic?

Forever

give your heart and i will give mine forever
broke my heart and i will hate you forever.